A man who walked on water

Lord, if it is you

call me to come over to you

Simon, come!

Jesus called him into being just beyond himself


One step into the water

He was able to walk on water

Until his eyes went sideways from Jesus

to notice a big wave


Lord help meI am sinking, dying,…

Right there then

Jesus reached out to him


That is his experience of beyond himself

Not perfect but worth trying

Almost being drowned but saved

Now remembered as one who walked on water

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Sorrow

From the fountain of sorrow

we drink the water of life

we grow the seed of hope

we find the connection with the source


Rivers flow from the fountain

giving life along the way

to the sea of stories

where we all can meet


Let us grieve for a while

for one of our acorns

floating on the river

travelling to the sea

where she can tell her story

where she can transform our sorrow into a song

a song we can hum together

under a oak tree

with all the acorns 


Someday will be a good time

somewhere would be a good place

somehow would be a good plan

we will gather together to sing a song or two

remembering our stories together

Sorrow would be a good title for the song of silence

A song of silence would be better than humming

Or just to be quiet

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Waiting

Ruth was gleaning grains in an empty field

Ruth, the Moabite, a foreigner

Ruth, a widow, a childless woman

Ruth was gleaning grains in an empty field


There was nobody she could rely on

She was surrounded by strangers

Many young men kept eye on her

Ruth was gleaning grains in an empty field


Ruth was a three-strike-out woman people said

She was a widow, a foreigner, a childress woman

Ruth had nothing to show to the world

Ruth was gleaning grains in an empty field


Nobody knew that she would be in the genealogy of Jesus

Nobody knew that Ruth would be an ancestor of the King David

People thought that she was just a three-strike-out woman

Ruth was gleaning grains in an empty field to feed her mother in law.

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Season of Falling

Yesterday late at night, 

I heard a news about the death of a young man that I know

He was a little boy when I served a church in Illinois

His parents are respected medical doctor and a UMW volunteer

They provided everything for their three beautiful children

Then I called them who live now in New York from California 

Life happens, they said.

It was God who gave and it was God who took him away

They gave thanks to God who allowed them to enjoy 34 years with their son


In my backyard, a small plot.

I found fallen leaves, many.

Maybe we had wind last night, strong.

I did not hear sound, any.

Yard waste bags are now full

it must be a season.

Spring came and now fall is here.


My church members complain to me,

Pastor Lee, I have aches here and there

My eyes are not good, neither my ears

I am useless and helpless

I ask them, “What is the alternative?”


A young man that I knew died last night.

He was a cute little boy, smart and funny.

God gave us joy and God gives us grief

It is all God, it is all good.

It is now the season for  us to share love

and a poem.

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Joy

A drop of joy

changes the whole world into wine


The world can be just water

or worse, sewage water


But with the divine proclamation “It is good!”

it is transformed


Who am I to judgethe people

God sees as extremely good?


I am just a servant

who delivers the jars of water to the host of the feast


It must be changed on the way

Everybody feels joy now and it is good

It is even good to me

And I feel joyful also! 


A drop of joy

transformed the whole universe (or just me?)

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Life in California

Have you lived in California?

I miss spring, summer, fall, and winter.

Those changes come with colors and winds.

Some hot, some cold, some with green leaves, some with white snow and icicles.


Here in California either dry or more dry

Wildfires or earthquakes, 

Pandemic or Racism

Still my Filippino friends would say, we have hot days or hotter days.


Here on earth we have no perfect place, I guess!

It is like our lives in our bodies.

Diabetes, cholesterol, high blood pressure, or old age with chronic pains

Dust you are, dust you shall return!

I miss my spiritual home

where I sit still with my Maker,

gazing my Savior on the Cross,

having lively conversation with the Holy Spirit

and have a moment of bliss in this earthly vessel.

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Psalm 1

Sermon in a nutshell: “Delight in the Law of the Lord!” (Psalm 1:1-6)

God wants us to have blessed life!

God wants us to have blessed life. God even gives us instructions how to have one.

The Psalm 1 is the introduction of the whole 150 Psalms. It is also the introduction of the book 1 (Psalm 1-41). The whole Psalm is a praise.

However, in this praise, we can see wisdom, complaints, and instructions. As an introduction, the Psalm 1 opens the whole Psalm with blessings.

There are two things to do to have blessed life

The first instruction is about something that we should not do: “Blessed is the one who does not walk in step with the wicked or stand in the way that sinners take or sit in the company of mockers.” When you read this instruction, it progresses.

People first take some steps with the wicked. It can be accidental. People take some foolish ideas and take some actions. However, next time, they stand in the way that sinners take. It was not an accident anymore. They make it a habit. It becomes a routine habit. Then, finally they sit in the company of mockers. They enjoy and love those things. Whether it is alcohol or gambling, think about the progress. First accidental step leads to the habit, and habit becomes your fate.

The second instruction is about something that we should do: “Blessed is the one whose delight is in the law of the Lord, and who meditates on his law day and night.” This instruction has two parts. The first part is talking about a basic orientation.

Basically, the blessed ones love reading the Bible. They enjoy the words of God. The second part is about their habit. They read it day and night. They do not just read but meditate on it. Meditation takes time. We have to ask questions and answer those questions while we are reading it.

For example, we can ask these questions: “Who is God here? Who am I (or Who are we)? What does God want me (0r us) to do?”

Or ask SPACE question: “What is the Sin that this passage is talking about? What is the Promise that I can hold onto? What is an Action that I need to take? What is the Commandment that I need to keep? What is the Example that I need to follow?”

God Promises Prosperity for those who have delight in the law of the Lord

Then write a journal with your answers. If we do that daily, the Bible promises these blessings: That person is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither—whatever they do prospers.” Don’t you want to have this fruitful and prosperous life?

Destruction is not God’s punishment. It is something that we invite into our lives.

The Bible says, “Not so the wicked! They are like chaff that the wind blows away. Therefore, the wicked will not stand in the judgment, nor sinners in the assembly of the righteous. For the Lord watches over the way of the righteous, but the way of the wicked leads to destruction.”

Patients who do not listen to doctors’ instructions will get sicker and sicker. We may say that sometimes doctors are wrong. You are right. However, God is always right. Following God’s instruction is the best way to have blessed life.

Start a habit of meditating on the Bible

The Bible does not promise a challenge-free life. Challenges are tools that God uses to refine us. Through thick and thin we can eventually have a fruitful life. Without winter snow, spring winds, and summer storms we cannot have fall harvest. Life is full of challenges. However, if we follow God’s instructions and meditate on the goodness of the Lord, we will have joyful harvest at the end of our lives! The ones who go out to sew seeds with tears will come back with joyful harvest in the end. Hang in there and meditate on the law of the Lord. God be with you all!

  1. Who are the small group members that you can share your meditation with?
  2. When and where do you have personal meditation everyday?
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My plan for today

I plan to give some money to UMCOR

for the victims of wildfire

as my prayer

it would be my pale forearm lifted to wash my face.


I plan to attend CAL NEV annual conference

online gazing all the worship services and meetings

with thanksgiving

it would be my spiritual sugar I eat out of God’s hand


I plan to walk on a Marsh Creek trail in Brentwood

jumping up and down on my way to the Creekside park

as if I am flying

knowing that I am not a grasshopper but an old man still living.

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Daily resurrection

My daily movement is my resurrection

all the parts that died come back to life

When I go to a grocery

My brain comes back to life and I remember that I need to send a poem


When I ask friends how they are doing

my heart comes back to life

all the senses, sympathy, empathy, and love

they dance around my heart with beat and rhythm


When I hear the news of surgery of a friend

My eyes come back to life

filled with prayers

looking to the Cross


When I imagine a wedding of a young woman

in COVID style

my hands come back to life

clapping with joy as if this is the first time that I witness a wedding


I eat, I walk, I write, I pray

Whatever I do I come back to life

Nothing can separate me from the life of God

who appears always in Christ in me and others

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Book of Remembrance

Our memories are being burnt this morning

in Vacaville, in Napa, and in Fairfield

All those yelling and shouting of lightning

made the dry land to shout back with wildfires


Their old stories came to my backyard

with smoky smell of anger and frustration

bringing all the memories of evacuation and despair

as if COVID-19 is not enough


A small voice of hope

and the happy memories

come to me as soothing medicine

saying, remember, remember, and remember


The book of remembrance

survived all those disasters

crimes and sins

to tell us the story of God’s Grace


Now I remember

through the parallel universe

the future salvation

and the new heaven and new earth coming down to us


I remember the “kindom” of God

where everybody loves and cares for each other

where all creation rejoices God’s justice

I remember that it has come already.

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